Week 4.

     Soooo, I've done nothing all week. I was suppose to start my Walkabout this past week. With the weather as bad as it was, there was no power at Ridgeview. So instead of being out starting Walkabout I was stuck inside. It was weird not getting up and having to be somewhere. I just was so tired of not getting up and getting my day started like i normally would do. I'm assuming that's the feeling I should be getting with this experience. I mean I guess I'm out on Walkabout and I should feel independent and such, but I just don't feel like I'm there yet. I just feel like my life went on hold and it just wouldn't end. I'm over excited to start my Walkabout.
     So Over this past week I've just worked my part-time job. I've started writing more in my free time. Like journaling about what's going on. I think that's best for me. To write about things as they happen so i can look back and reflect on my week and some how pull my thoughts together in this journal. I found something out about myself. When i write things down, I tend to remember them more. Like to do lists. They're super helpful. I don't understand how I didn't find this years ago.
     This week I'm not exactly sure what I should have written down. Or what to talk about. There's not much for me to talk about. I don't want to be like this through walkabout. I have this huge thing that I think Walkabout should be. Like it should be this huge life changing experience. I mean I hope it is, but it stillis a very scary experience that I'm not sure how it will go. It could go horribly and my mentor and I might not get along or anything. Who really knows what's going to happen.

I guess we will find out/